Abrupt posts are the way to go.
Monday, September 04, 2006 @8:34 PM
giddiness- it is a syntom that totally makes your head spins and wondering where you are.
so here i am, in front of the computer screen, the glaring brightness of it reflecting in my eyes- painfully. making me go giddy all again, and yet i suffer (technically being a sadist) trying to overcome this sickness. i swear, sometimes i think i'm a little psycho.
i placed one of my written poetry here on fictionpress and suprisingly (despite how pathetic my poems are) there were actualy two good reviews.
i'll say, it's a stroke of luck.'
my head is pounding
from this every night
nightmare
my heart thumping
and missing a beat
everytime i think of it
and when i wake up
i'm not sure
where am i
or my oblivious deed
sins struck upon me
wish to receed
closing my eyes
and awaking again
to find i'm about to bleed
felt like crying
felt like dying
and disappearing into the air
whiteness flowing
only thing i'm seeing
desperate for air
'nightmares awakening.'
